Hello, I am new to this blog account in blogger.com. I am trying to learn about this free with reasonable limitations. I also wonder how blogger.com earns money to keep itself running. Right now I am concerned on learning to start posting properly and start living and making relationships with family, friends, and associates especially neighbors. I am a loner shut-in after work with no friends so that meant I should start making money and be productive human being. I start my recovery by stop blaming my parents for holding my marketable skills development hostage for 15 years simply because they wanted the "either do this or not at all" mentality which was not something you should tell a beginner starting out learning on the go. There had to be failures and downs along the way. Total nonsense and sheer stupidity my parents did that partially to make me more flexible actually. The road to hell is paved in good intentions along with bad decisions, bad luck, and unpreparedness and supporters who did more bad than good.

Let there be light. I have to live and start living to make up for the lost 30 years.

I am 30 years old by the way. I despise the part my parents intentionally hold my development hostage simply to force me to mix around with people especially of other ethnic races.

Lets be honest. My peers of my generation are racist nobodies who only cooperate, communicate, and maintain and expand ties with people of their own ethnic race and their similar mentality.

My salary was still a starting salary level for five years because my bosses in a family-owned business are racist pretentious robbers who uses loophole abuses in the system and exploit the goodwill of other people to be wealthy and connections. The new staff members are being paid with starting salaries the amount at times bigger than my own even when I worked for the bosses for five years and the new staff members who were also unproductive and underused were even given increases in salaries. If the employee should not be racist over the employer for this matter than anyone reading this should get a second opinion and comment. Five years of good productive work for lousy pay. I am not even a black African. I am a Chinese and the bosses are pretentious malicious face-saving immoral Asian Indians. Who does not avoid people with that kind of uncooperative unfriendly mentality such as my bosses? Even if they are a different ethnic race or the same as yours anyone with the right mind should shun them, devoid them of opportunities for advancement.

We all are from Malaysia, I do not just want Malaysia to be better I want to acquire marketable skills and better pay and better opportunities.